ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE
ad nauseam*
Etymology: L, ad, to; Gk, nausia, seasickness
to the extent of inducing nausea and vomiting.
*definition taken from here.
Are you vomiting yet? Feeling a bit sick to your stomach? After all, I talk about being abused ALL the time, right? I mean, why can't I just shut up about it? Wouldn't everyone feel a lot better not having to hear about me being thrown across the room or molested by my adoptive father? Shouldn't I be shitting rainbows instead???
Sorry, if that's why you're reading my blog, then you've definitely come to the wrong place. I write about the abuse to help MYSELF. And if I can help others along the way then FRIGGING GOOD FOR ME AND FOR THEM.
I've been quiet this past week, blog-wise anyway. I'll admit it, after my last post, after I had some time to reflect on what it was that PP2.0 was saying, I was upset. Maybe that's what she was trying to do...make me feel as bad as she did after she received the Blog of Shame award. And then I got to thinking, should I stop that particular part of this blog? Stop calling other bloggers out on their words, trying to get them to think about what they write before they say it?
But along the same vein, do I stop writing about the abuse too? Make this a different kind of blog than what it started out to be? I know that I'm not as reflective or articulate as some of my blogging friends...but I never claimed to be. I'd miss you all but I wouldn't even need a single follower to continue writing, no matter the forum. Sigh.
What say all of you? Because at this moment, I'm really at a loss.
