Monday, March 5, 2012

Heart on Fire

I still haven't heard from my natural father...but that doesn't mean I don't still stalk his and his wife's profiles on FB.  Found out today that he was in the hospital last week because he was having heart problems.  I guess he was released from the hospital yesterday.

I feel numb.  Like I don't know how to feel.

To make matters worse, even if I WANTED to say something about it on FB, I can't.  I found out by checking out the wife's daughter's page.


  1. How agonizing that must be! FB can be double edged sword know what I mean?

    Hang in there C!

  2. Hugs. That totally sucks. I kind of have a situation like that although not adoption related. My father does not speak write or anything to me but has always kept in close contact with my sister. She is being flown out to visit him in AZ this summer and I keep reading on FB how excited she is and how many more wks till "Daddy's girl" gets to see him. My dad has a FB account too. I stalked him and I guess I enjoyed finding out he only had something like 4 friends. LOL

  3. Ugh. Reminds me of my own post of yesterday. Hugs.

  4. I don't understand how a mom or dad does this to their own child. I don't care that his rights were terminated, you are still his daughter. How do you ignore your own flesh and blood?

  5. I agree with Jeannette. Be strong Christina. I dont understand how parents can do this. It breaks my heart and it is my biggest fear...


    Sometimes I REALLY hate facebook..for these exact reasons..ugh.


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